And so its been a while. Ellie's due date was last week. I should be holding my new born baby right now, but I am not. Last week I put roses and a candle under her special tree and angel. I cant believe its been so long since she left me. I miss her all the time.
As for my fertility, I am on my 4th IUI cycle with a combo of clomid and injectables. The first two cycles only produced one follicle, this last one 3, but still no luck. I had felt really positive about the last one. I am starting to doubt my intutition about things. If this cycle doesnt work I will probably take a break. I am tired of taking the crazy meds and tired of being bloated and fat. I am hoping this one will work and I will have a baby with 46 chromosomes! Otherwise I will have to pause for awhile and regroup physically and emotionally.
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